a piece of me

honey, the affect u have on me is no longer funny....

When u shut off all your emotions and your senses stop sensing,

the only things that you can feel are those that cause pain.

That pain is realer than I thought u were

Now I realize there's more to you than I thought.

If i wasn't "immune" at the moment

I'd say what hurts the most

is that the feeling between us

is no longer mutual.

Change...i need it...

"Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things i can not change

                         the courage to change the things i can

                        and the wisdom to know the difference"

Hypo clit

i thought the safest place would be in your arms,
i guess i was wrong all along.
U dont want to be here to see me cry or catch me when i fall.
U dont trust me, yet you're the biggest liar of all.
and now i stand here puzzled, where did i go wrong...
i thought u were giving me your heart when u sung that song.
you make a promise to me with ur touch and kiss.
i find on lonely nights its u who i do miss.
its funny how i cant take a hint that it was too good to b true.
i guess i still believe in fairytales and i still love you.
goodbye my love, i'll find someone who loves me as i loved you.

once upon a time .

Its MIDNIGHT on my clock babes... ;)

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          Whenever I’m overcome with sadness and all I want to do is frown,

          Your grip tightens, paralyzing me and yet calms me down.

          Sometimes, you don’t lay a hand on me but yet you touch my heart

          And now you say you have to move away and that’s just tearing me apart.

                   I love you baby, wont you please stay?

                   Do not leave our love, don’t go away . . .

                             If I must, I won’t hesitate, I will move too.

                             Right now, today. If it means I can stay with you.

                             You’re my world and if you move I’ll feel like I’m dead.

                             Our love is forever, remember what you said?

          So you are moving?!?!? So sad, but too bad, I will too.

          You are my world, no matter what, I’m staying with you.

          Now, we’re so far away yet we are so close at heart.

          Making it possible to smile, though we’re apart.

                   I am still scared, my whole body shakes.

                   To think our love may come to an end.

                   Baby, I’m still in so deep, I won’t pretend.

                             I know you love me too . . . please say that you do.

                             Say our love will never die . . . I am so afraid.

                             I am going to cry . . . like I always have for you . . .

          I don’t need to pack my bags.

          I already packed my heart.

                   No matter

                             How far

                                      No matter

                                                The distance

                                                          We will

                                                                   nEvEr PART.